As soon as I found out I was expecting, I did everything I could to get as much support as was humanely possible, to make sure the baby and I were going to be safe. Within minutes of finding out, I was on the ball, calling my doctor’s surgery, the midwife number, my M.E. doctor, […]
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There was an overwhelming response to my pregnancy news. Rightly so, despite being happy for me, there was a lot of concern as to how my M.E. would be affected. A lot of people were interested in what the journey of being pregnant and suffering from a chronic illness like M.E. would be like… so
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The weeks have been flying by and as of today, I am officially 20 weeks gone! It has been strange because my general M.E. has improved a little bit overall. I can walk around the downstairs of my house (with support) and have been able to play the piano. I even ventured for a walk
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When I first found out that I was unable to have dairy or egg anymore, I thought that was the end of having treats whilst I was in town. I am not able to get out as much as I would like to due to my health. In speaking to my friends who also had
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Wednesday 14th November 2018 was the day to conquer fears. I’ve always been petrified of heights. When I was younger and not unwell, I remember going to Cornwall for a week, one of the activities was to abseil off a 250ft cliff. I sat on the edge of the cliff for half an hour crying
My escapades with the change of drugs reached fever pitch three weeks ago, when I rang up the doctors with a blood pressure of 80/50….The dearest junior doctor had told me or more like made me promise that if my blood pressure went under 90/60, that I’d ring for an ambulance. That would be ridiculous,
Dear Bug… When The Nights Are Long… Read More »
A good friend once told me that it will be even harder to get better than it is to get ill. At the time, this news was hard to begin to fathom. However, now I understand what her point was. When you are extremely unwell, there is nothing you can do to change the situation.
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Dear Bug… Let’s Talk Changing Medications These past few months have been very frustrating because it has been a stop-start affair. Everything has been put on hold for so long, I’m getting frustrated with my own body (even more so than normal). I’m just floored by my own exhaustion and agony that has taken me
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Firstly a massive thank you to every single person who has left a comment on here for me. It has really lifted my spirits to hear from you all and you really such a lovely bunch! Finally a massive thank you to my Samuel for being amazing as per usual and my Lena and April
Dear Bug… Learning Patience Read More »
In the past few weeks, I have been dealing with the frustrations of wanting to be able to do more than my body would let me. In fact, that is not strictly true… the M.E. Monster lets me have a taste of what is out there, then whips it away from me like a cruel
Dear Bug… I Want to Live So Very Much Yet My Body Isn’t Letting Me. Read More »